I don’t think I will be blogging here anymore. Its just hard to keep 4 blogs going on at once, including this one. If you didn’t know I have a blogspot, tumblr, and livejournal. So yeah, I will update on my pregnancy the most at blogspot so you can just follow me over there if you like. It might be more interesting for you as well seeing as how I don’t just blog about my pregnancy. Thank you for following me this far!

For you wordpress users, is there away to add like a captcha to the comment system? I keep getting spam comments and I’m tired of having to go through them and mark them as spam.

Thanks!!

Her name will be Alyson Nicole!

Its a little girl!!
There are more pictures I just don’t feel like uploading them. You can see the rest on my blogspot!

I had to buy the first outfits lol!
David picked out the pink one and I picked out the bows and the yellow one.

So we still don’t know the sex of the baby!  The lady says its still too early to tell although I’m exactly 16 weeks and 6 days. I think she just didn’t try looking hard because she was rushing. There were like 5 other ultrasounds after mine and the office was closing in about an hour or so. My appointment was at 3 and they didn’t see me until 3:45 so yeah…

Anyhow the baby is 4oz right now and they said the heart beat sounds good and that everything should go smoothly through the rest of the pregnancy since I haven’t had any problems yet.

Here are 2 pictures from the ultrasound. I got 3 but I uploaded them from my cell phone because the scanner wasn’t working right and you can’t really tell what the 3rd picture is so I didn’t even bother with it. I’ll upload better pictures later though.

Its crazy how defined the face is!

And there is a foot!!
Lol we established that the baby has David feet, long and skinny!
There were better pictures but these were the ones we got. Oh Well!

Nothing new has been going on in my life except I almost passed out the other day while shopping at Ross. Also tomorrow David and I are going to go buy a crib from Babies ‘R’ Us. We were going to get the same one from Target but they were sold out, actually all the targets in the area were, so instead we are paying $10 more and getting it from Babies ‘R’ Us. Its actually the last one and they are holding it until 10am tomorrow.

Other than that, I plan to start learning how to crochet tomorrow! This should be interesting lol. Have a nice day!

i’ve been so confused lately…

sometimes david just drives me insane because of how hyper he is. not only that but it is a huge pet peeve of mine when people ask me to repeat myself or they act like they heard what i said and then say they didn’t hear me ugh that pisses me off. david does this a lot and i really don’t have the patience for it anymore! i mean i know he has adhd and all but seriously? he acts like a 12 year old and he is going to be 21 in july…i know guys mature a lot slower than girls but he is just i don’t know…like he hasn’t grown up at all since we’ve been together. if anything he acted more his age when we first started going out. he tells me over and over again he is going to get back on his medication but i don’t know if it will ever happen and i really can’t put up with this anymore.

its sad because i want to be able to hang out with my boyfriend and do things that a boyfriend and girlfriend should do but i have so little patience with him, i just can’t. i get so sad because he comes straight home from work and plays his stupid game, plays pool for hours on end, or is downstairs watching tv with his mom. he wants me to *spend time* with his mom so she can *get to know me more* but all she ever does is watch tv and has no damn clue wtf is going on around her!! i’m sorry but if i want to spend hours watching tv, i’d rather watch it in my room where i can be comfortable, lay down, and watch what i want to watch. whenever he does come back upstairs i’m usually on the computer because wtf else am i supposed to do?! so he assumes i’m busy or whatever and goes straight back downstairs or goes to play his video game.

i know i’m like contradicting myself or whatever here by saying i can’t stand being around him for too long but then i want him to hang out with me at the same time. i know…i just want him to act his age and grow up. i don’t know what the fuck happened but after moving to arizona it seems like he just got even worse. he wasn’t even bad to begin with when we were living in california and his parents moved to arizona but now, i don’t know i feel like i’m losing my mind!

the only time he wants anything to do with me is when he is horny and wants to have sex, wants me to go to his brother’s house with him, or when he wants me to play pool with him when i told him i don’t like the sound of it because it gives me a headache.

speaking of which whenever he goes to his brother’s or his brother comes over he completely ignores me and its like i don’t even exist anymore! like yesterday for example, he didn’t say a word to me until his brother left the house!
i don’t know i feel like i just don’t matter anymore…